My Angel

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November 1, 2015 - falls church , Virginia

On October 4,2004 my dad died of stage 4 brain cancer. I was laying on him and my last word I ever said to him was "daddy i love you", and the next thing i know the monitor when flat and my dad died right there. I was taken out of the room and i left the room screaming and crying because i knew something wasn't right. My dad was a drummer in his band, he was a special education teacher, and he was such an inspiration to everyone he met. I was 4 at the time, so i didn't know what was going on. I barely knew him, but everyone tells me i'm exactly like him. It's been hard not having him here, but I know he's looking down on me. I get teary eyes just knowing that he won't get to walk me down the aisle and that he won't get to meet or hold his grandchild. I love going to his grave, I talk to him like he's in front of me. It's been 11 years without him and i miss him so so so much and I wish heaven had visiting hours. Every year in May, my mom and I run the Brain cancer Race For Hope 5K. We run for him and when we get to the finish line we hold hands and we finish strong. Dad, I love you and everyday i think about you and i hope your proud of me and mommy. I really miss you and I want you too know that i'm always gonna your little girl and you are never forgotten, your always thought about and missed. I love you daddy Ellie